07-17-2008, 09:23 PM
Alright, now having since recovered from a bad spot in my eye due to improper sungazing, I've decided to post some of the breakthrough events I've had, regarding the two techniques of Central Fixation, and Sungazing.
First off, my outlook on central fixation was wrong, and it took me close to a half year to realize it, after reading the chapter about CF in Bates' book. I was attempting to narrow my vision from my peripheries, to the center, but I ended up creating more of a stare, than bringing out the image. Now, I've realized that you must learn to see the object you are observing the best, even if it's blurry, and to think of the outsides of that object, as seeing them worse. When used with shifting, it helps promote CF, while eliminating staring. This helps develop a habit of knowing when you fixate, and when you stare, which are two different things.
At first, the area seen while fixating is very small. I soon saw after a couple weeks, that the area I focused on, would be clear, and I wouldn't even think about the peripheries. I then noticed that the area was clear way beyond my normal sight range. For example, when looking at the DL plates on cars in front of me, usually I cannot read the letters and/or numbers much farther than a couple car's lengths. Now, when I properly fixate, I can sometimes read the figures across while shifting, at greater than 4-5 car's lengths.
On to sungazing. At first my sungazing was bad. I strongly suggest getting the hang of central fixation before attempting to gaze, or else you might end up with a nice big spot on your eye for a few weeks. Keep it simple. Don't stare at the rising or setting sun. The sunlight is not as intense, and while you may think you have it, you are actually straining while looking at the sun. Then you get that nice spot I was talking about. When looking at the afternoon sun, the light is at its most intense point. This makes it almost impossible to fixate on while straining, thus helping you develop a way to eliminate strain while you gaze.
Now the relationship between CF and sungazing. I found that being outside during the afternoon was pretty bright, and it was not very productive to relax, as it was painfully bright. After a few weeks of CF, I've begun to notice that I am very relaxed outside in the same light, and it doesn't seem as intense. The sun doesn't seem as intense, and it's very easy for me to sungaze now. My theory, is that due to central fixation, we are training our mind, to not strain to see everything in our field of vision. We are narrowing that field down, so that we are taking in what we are fixating on. When that area of fixation is attained, the mind filters out the other areas we look at in our peripheries, and we don't see them as well. We see them worse. Now, the outside is bearable, because I'm taking in only the area I am fixated on. The amount of light my mind is processing is just for that small area, and not my entire field of view.
I'll leave this open to discussion, and see what anybody else has to say about my theory.
First off, my outlook on central fixation was wrong, and it took me close to a half year to realize it, after reading the chapter about CF in Bates' book. I was attempting to narrow my vision from my peripheries, to the center, but I ended up creating more of a stare, than bringing out the image. Now, I've realized that you must learn to see the object you are observing the best, even if it's blurry, and to think of the outsides of that object, as seeing them worse. When used with shifting, it helps promote CF, while eliminating staring. This helps develop a habit of knowing when you fixate, and when you stare, which are two different things.
At first, the area seen while fixating is very small. I soon saw after a couple weeks, that the area I focused on, would be clear, and I wouldn't even think about the peripheries. I then noticed that the area was clear way beyond my normal sight range. For example, when looking at the DL plates on cars in front of me, usually I cannot read the letters and/or numbers much farther than a couple car's lengths. Now, when I properly fixate, I can sometimes read the figures across while shifting, at greater than 4-5 car's lengths.
On to sungazing. At first my sungazing was bad. I strongly suggest getting the hang of central fixation before attempting to gaze, or else you might end up with a nice big spot on your eye for a few weeks. Keep it simple. Don't stare at the rising or setting sun. The sunlight is not as intense, and while you may think you have it, you are actually straining while looking at the sun. Then you get that nice spot I was talking about. When looking at the afternoon sun, the light is at its most intense point. This makes it almost impossible to fixate on while straining, thus helping you develop a way to eliminate strain while you gaze.
Now the relationship between CF and sungazing. I found that being outside during the afternoon was pretty bright, and it was not very productive to relax, as it was painfully bright. After a few weeks of CF, I've begun to notice that I am very relaxed outside in the same light, and it doesn't seem as intense. The sun doesn't seem as intense, and it's very easy for me to sungaze now. My theory, is that due to central fixation, we are training our mind, to not strain to see everything in our field of vision. We are narrowing that field down, so that we are taking in what we are fixating on. When that area of fixation is attained, the mind filters out the other areas we look at in our peripheries, and we don't see them as well. We see them worse. Now, the outside is bearable, because I'm taking in only the area I am fixated on. The amount of light my mind is processing is just for that small area, and not my entire field of view.
I'll leave this open to discussion, and see what anybody else has to say about my theory.