Reaching Out Socially, Reaching Out Visually

Soon after I started vision improvement and began examining my feelings and habits surrounding my limited eyesight, I noticed the “reaching out” theme — I didn’t want to do it! Not with my eyes to see in the distance, nor with my personality to interact with others. On the rare occasions when I looked into someone’s eyes (I was usually looking down), it seemed the other person could see into my soul, and I felt totally invaded. Who wants that?

Reaching out to others, and welcoming them into my world, is a choice now, when I didn’t feel it was as a child. My little weak boundaries were invaded regularly and there was nothing I could do about it. No, I wasn’t beaten, but there was way too much of other people’s stuff coming at me, whether it be loud demands or “helpful” criticism or exasperated annoyance, for me to feel comfortable. I only felt safe when I was alone.

After spending many years interacting mostly with books and with computers in my small corporate cubicle, it started to dawn on me how cut off from others I was. When I began to improve my very strong nearsightedness, I quickly found this work was about a lot more than eye exercises. My intention to relax enough to welcome in the clarity was key. I had to want to see in the distance, to reach to meet that faraway image out the window, or that face across the room.

My years of energy medicine studies have taught me that most if not all physical problems have an underlying emotional component. And if we can heal the emotion, often the physical problem starts healing too. As I felt safer in small ways to reach out and interact with others, while practicing vision exercises to help my visual system improve the way I relax my eyes and focus, my eyesight gradually improved too.

In helping others improve their own eyesight, I’m repeatedly struck by the common themes, and also by how everyone is so unique. I think most vision problems arise from some flavor of not feeling it’s safe to see clearly. Yet where that belief came from is as different as our fingerprints. For one a serious childhood accident with an injury near an eye scared the visual system so much, it never felt fully safe to look again. “I never saw it coming!”. For another, sadness about the death of  friend, or overwhelm about all the school work when moving to a new grade, pushed someone into temporary myopia while trying to cope. Then being put in eyeglasses locked the condition into place.

The body and mind know how to heal, if we give them a supportive encouraging environment. This includes a positive grateful attitude. I don’t know you, but I’m willing to bet there’s a lot in your life which is going right. Most problems are not a disaster, and even little steps toward improving the situation can go a long way. I wore thick eyeglasses starting at 5 years old, then wore -10 hard contact lenses for decades, before I learned to improve my vision. My intention to heal led me forward, and my fumbling steps (and many missteps!) got me there eventually.

Yes, I am still timid sometimes, and may always like solitude more than most company. And I love my life with no barriers in front of my eyes, knowing it is safe to reach out as far as I want. There is so much to learn, and to enjoy! I can’t be part of the Dance of Life if I’m always sitting in the corner with my nose in a book. I challenge myself, gently, to keep improving, without overwhelming myself. Reaching out to make a new friend is practice for me. I notice how my vision feels safer and safer looking in the distance. I invite you to stretch yourself just a bit today, trying something new — this is how we grow.


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I wore strong glasses, then contact lenses, for most of my life, starting at age 5. While making many mistakes, eventually l learned how to improve the way I use my eyes and to see in a more relaxed, healthy manner. It is my pleasure to coach others to do the same. Visit me at https://NancyLNeff.com.
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I wore strong glasses, then contact lenses, for most of my life, starting at age 5. While making many mistakes, eventually l learned how to improve the way I use my eyes and to see in a more relaxed, healthy manner. It is my pleasure to coach others to do the same. Visit me at https://NancyLNeff.com.

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Linda Amato
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Linda Amato

Nancy this is powerful information. I can relate. At 40 I had cataract surgery and then at 49 in my other eye. There was tons of stuff going on in my life that I had trouble seeing. Thank you

Lawrence Batchelor
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Hi Nancy, I don’t comment often but enjoy your blogs, you always have something pertinent to say, thanks! I am also a Bates teacher, and I studied with Willeke and I have done some studies with Christopher, so I felt moved to write and check in with those two and with you. I thought by now I would have been sailing along with perfect vision, but I catch myself with the bad habits all the time. I think as a teacher, maybe its a good thing to struggle a little, it makes me dig deeper and learn more and then I have more of my own experience to share with the students. Thanks again, Lawrence.

willeke beckeringh
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Thanks, Nancy, it is like you say!
bye, Willeke

willeke beckeringh
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I recognize a lot, Nancy, in your blogs. Thank you for your articles.
I am a Batesteacher too, and still ‘in proces’ 🙂
Yesterday for example I realized that a lot of time I ‘lock myslef up inside’, staring, because the visual sensory input is too weary for me at that moment. I am very sensitive ( sensory input), and also HSP. So I need enough rest too ‘open up’.
I think it is not only emotial luggage that gives the inner tension, but also the overload in modern world for sensitive people. I had a braininjury in mu youth. This kind of injury slows down saccadic eyemovements. That also is part of the game, not only emotions. I think it is important to discouver our own manual, how to keep in balance, each person in her own way.

Tom
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Tom

Ah, yet again, Nancy, the insights you provide are as TIMELY as they are helpful and inspirational. My vision IS improving, little by little. Can’t begin to read without lenses, but my ability to see “things” at various distances is becoming clearer by some small amount each day. Some days the clarity seems to regress, but as you have advised, vision is always responding to many factors – so rather than feel concern I just “keep the faith” and sure enough the next day, or later the same day the blur dissipates some. TIMELINESS I have to read an email response from someone I “reached out to” today in a personal way. The person is a stranger to me, and frankly, I’m apprehensive about opening the email (yeah, wuttadope). You’re RIGHT. My life and my ability/willingness to “venture out” have been repressed for decades, and it all started at the same time my vision difficulties did. What a valuable realization! I absolutely trust your hypothesis; I prove it to myself daily. By the way, in one of your recent posts/articles you stressed the notion of “TEACHING your eyes that it’s good/fun/right to SEE” and I’ve kept that in mind on… Read more »

Christopher Lane
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Christopher Lane

Staying focused requires courage. Focusing is not just a visual sense; it’s a base for mindful action, response or reaction; each has its emotional content from past memories. All 5 senses connect us to the “now” moment. Staying connected is the touch sense. Sounds are powerful and can’t be switched off. Covering the ears only sends us into the noises and circulating thoughts heard in the mind. Parenting can explore the street wise skills of each sense. Taste is to be savored – smells on readiness to eat or its past its sell by date. Knowledge is presented to each sense… clear mindful processed sensations connect us to personal memories, while thinking and analysis often leads to procrastination. However intuition provides a sure direct sense of presence and required action – often in great inspirational detail, the soul is fed by trust and hearts grow strong by reward for doing something anew. Habits bind us. Be free – relax – stay connected; witness the unfolding creation each moment of the day.

Thad Freebourn
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Thad Freebourn

Absolutely! Well said, but courage to stay focused, seems fear driven. How to bridge the gap, allowing for mindful action, driving focus with confidence rather than courage. Courage, for me lends its self to crutches, corrected lenses, cautious behavior, habitsetc.; Resistance then builds, so every change, improvement is a new test, unnatural. More practice I guess, to develop the trust you describe, that’s necessary. I want a short cut, I guess😊!

Margriet Bierens
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“Physical problems have an underlying emotional component” that is my belief too.
The problem there for me is finding that component and though I do my very best I didn’t find it until now.
Thank you for the articles Nancy, I did read it with attention, very interesting!